So much for the end of the long haul (see last post).<\/p>\n
After that one good night’s sleep, we’ve been downhill since. They aren’t sleeping. I’m not sleeping. I have no idea why.<\/p>\n
And I hit a wall. Actually more than one.<\/p>\n
One was at 4:30 am last night, when I was pleading with God to make my babies sleep and get me through the night.<\/p>\n
There was another one about 4:30 this afternoon, when my nerves had finally had all of Alex’s shrieking that they could take. I left him and Erin in their high chairs in the kitchen and went to a different place and cried.<\/p>\n
I hate hitting those walls. But I need Friday to get here fast.<\/p>\n
And I’d appreciate any\/all prayers that I’d survive this week with some level of sanity intact. Right now, that’s starting to look questionable.<\/p>\n
Thanks.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
So much for the end of the long haul (see last post). After that one good night’s sleep, we’ve been downhill since. They aren’t sleeping. I’m not sleeping. I have no idea why. And I hit a wall. Actually more … Continue reading